It was coming from my lower back and abdominal area.
My last pregnancy was induced, so i did not experience this before.
About an hour later... All the pain was gone. It was about 5 days before Christmas, and a week before my due date.
My sister and I decided to go shopping to finish our Christmas lists. We were in the store for about 2 hours when my water broke.
The contractions were about 5 minutes apart... and about 6 hours and an epidural later, I gave birth to my very handsome baby boy Kharter Anthony. Now I have 2 kids. Live at home with mom. Going to school full time. Work full time. And couldn't have the love of my life. I was one stressed out, sleep deprived momma.
I took a leave from work for 6 weeks. Kharter had stomach problems and didn't sleep well the entire 6 weeks.
The 6 weeks went by fast.
My crush and I couldn't go that long without talking. We e-mailed and talked on the phone almost the entire time. I made a few trips to see him. I missed him very much.
It was time for me to go back to work.
I went in for the first day back and was overwhelmed with emotions. I get to see him everyday again!
Next week was Valentine's day.
I wished we were together... I wanted this day to be ours!
We took our breaks together and chatted in between calls.
On Valentine's Day I came into work with a Card on my desk from my crush. Melted my heart, but made me very sad at the same time.
Little did I know... My life was really about to change.
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I found an apartment in Russellville. My two babies and I moved in.
For some reason my ex had swindled his way in, and I invited him back to live with us.
My crush and I both tried very hard for so long to
make our own families work...
There is only so much you can do.
And forcing yourself to be in love with someone
Is just not possible...
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