Avoidance

A few months before all of this started to happen, He had mentioned a new job in a city about 2 hours away.
I thought he was leaving me... but boy was I wrong.




On this day, The wife tried to win my crush's heart by packing up all of his and her belongings while he was in a meeting.

She moved them all to storage.

He called when he got home and told me all of his stuff was gone and so was she.

I was sad for him.

I knew he had thought twice about everything that day.

Thought the right thing to do was to beg her to come home.

And to some it might have been.

But, was it fair that she be happy in his relationship, and not him?

I think not.

I told my ex it was time to leave. I apologized for letting my heart wonder, and falling in love with another man. I was very honest with him. I told him that I could not possibly live the rest of my life with him and be in love with another man.

He didn't take it well... but he took all the money he had and found an apartment that day.

There was no turning back.

It was all or nothing.

We were all in.

My best guy friend at the time had just hooked up with an old flame and invited my crush and me over for drinks.

This was our first time together in front of people. We were both so nervous and unable to relax.

We watched Twilight, drank wine and played cards. This is the happiest I had been with a man in all my life.

I just knew he was my soul mate.

That night I fell asleep and he went home.

The next few nights he would come over and stay with me at my place. We stayed up many many nights just talking.

On the 15th, we decided we were officially a couple. =)!!!

Standing on my deck talking that night, the wife pulls around the corner.

We were not friends, nor had she ever been to my house or knew where it was.

My Crush tells me to walk back inside and wait for him.

I watched out the window the whole time. I had this crazy sense that he was going to get in the car with her, and go home. That was the easy way out.

She cried, he hugged her, they laughed and hugged some more. This was very emotional. Not just for the people that we hurt...

She stood up and walked to her car. He stood up and walked in my house and locked the door and she drove off...

My heart sank.

The next day, my crush went home to get himself ready for work.

He didn't show up.

He didn't call.

He didn't answer.

nor Text.

A whole week went by. I was lost and confused.

I text him "I give up"

He calls, I say "Hello?"

He says "Please don't give up!"